Always thought my Feelings would someday...

I always thought that my feelings would someday
Become the language of my soul...
But with the passage of time,
I see them falling bitterly...
Just as the dry shedding leaves of a tree,
That get trampled by callousness...

As more and more time flew by,
I realised that these feelings were those,
That'd never get washed away,
They'd always leave behind their stains...
I tried might and main,
But could not really weigh down the stains...

And today I realise that,
My feelings have set me afire inside...
But I somewhat feel relieved of all the pain...
My feelings have set my heart searing,
And so I stand numb and would just say-
Today, all my feelings rest dead and so do I, all in dismay...